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Oki so things have not been the best, 

Mother has been shit, she's been calling the police trying to say I'm missing when she knows where I am. She is also convinced I'm being ABUSED by my boyfriend because of a stupid Tik tok, and bruises, WHICH WHERE BITE MARKS. 

And she has started this shit after she found out I was being r@ped by her now ex boyfriend when I was 7. He was abusive to her and now she thinks I'm taken away what happen to her and trying to make it about me, so how fun :) 

I have been s/hing alot too and my mother thinks I'm doing it to manipulate her, coz that's so how that works v smart mother. 

One of my best mates for like 9 maybe 10 years raped my boyfriend, even tho that same mate cut me for years. She said it was to stop cutting herself, but whatever. 

I found out I had DID too no need to believe me but yeah,,,

I honestly don't know why I'm making the choice to stay alive at this point. I mean might not for long but whatever. 

I don't vent so this is why I'm doing this like an online diary I guess