I hate this...

I want to not be here. I want to stop being a people pleaser. I want to care about myself. But it's hard when you'd be the only one. People yell and get mad at me and I don't know why. I have so many people I don't like but feel like I'm forced to. My brother, 2 of my step-siblings, my step-mom, my boyfriend's friends, my uncle, and my grandparents. I HATE THEM ALL! AND THEY HATE ME! I AM EXHAUSTED! WHEN I WANT TO DIE NO ONE CARES! BUT HALF OF THEM ARE THE REASON FOR IT!!