MY FAKE ASS FRIEND

I just read my old conversation with my best friend for 3 years, can't believe she would betray me like that just for popularity. She even told me that "no matter how many friends we had we would always stick together no matter what" that made me cry tbh idc if i sound dramatic, but its really sad that she's the one who said that, but she's the one who left me. I tried talking to her but she acts like i don't even exist anymore, she can't even look at me in the eyes. I'm missing her already ik i kinda sound pathetic, but I just missed our friendship idk why she would ever do that! I hate her, but I loved her. Well I can't blame her either maybe its my fault.