summarizing my life

MY LIFE LITERALLY IS A HOT MESS!

sometimes i feel that i can control my life and be whatever i want to, but lately i'm not feeling like this. i do everything to be good, but i can't control the only thing that my mom hates... gayziness lol. so basically all is happening rn is my mom just fcking hating me for this, but who cares right?

i created this just to say and do whatever came to my mind, i know this isn't going anywere cause nobody in my country knows this fcking blog!