Texts I don’t send to people because I’m forever feeling like a burden due to being a high functioning depressed person Pt 1

1. I know you’re probably probably sleep as hell but my depression has really been kicking my ass the last few days and I’ve been trying not to say anything but I’m really miserable and idk what to do…
   
2. Sorry I’m super annoying but like I feel like the walls around me are caving in and it’s hard to breathe and I can’t do anything but make myself feel worse…
3. Tbh, I’m not fine but I have to keep pretending I’m fine because people don’t really care anyways
4. I’ve been a lot better honestly but right now, I feel like shit and can’t stop crying
5. I kinda wish my life ended in that car crash but hey, I can’t think like that… I have a kid that needs me

There’s so much more but tbh I can barely see thru the tears in my eyes. Happy birthday to me right 😔