life update

LIFE is so ffucking good rn. I love my little friend group and all the crazy shit we do, but my best friend of like a year had an argument 2 week well like a weeek and a half we havent talked since which kinda sucks but ik it was getting a little toxic on both sides it didnt feel like i was talking to my bff it felt like we were ina relationship and we are so codependent with each other im kinda glad this happen ive been happier in the 2 weeks that we didnt talk. i saw her at school today she complete just avoided eye contact which whatever sheisnt my problem anymore. and i lowkey just wanna blame this on like she has been going through shit recently but idk at some point she needs to see that she cant blame everything cause life sucks for a little she needs to just get past it snd maybe i sound insensitive but i have gone through what she is going through. though are situations are a little different i understand. It feels like she wants to me to get her out of this dark era i just idk how i cant her she needs to help herself but my new friends are the shit and care 10x more about me. i love them they are so nice and it feels like im in a little community that i belong in and they dont judge me even though we are so different. plus they smoke me out which i would do for them but i dont like talking to plugs but i let them hit my carts and shit so yea this is kind long and i know no one gives a fat shit about what i have to say. also i got bangs recently spent all my money on drugs that last me a week and i skipped class for the first time today with this really cool girl she said that she would feel so comfortable getting high with me even though this is the first time we have ever spoken. anyways life update right there kinda stupid and no i did not edit anything i type so sorry for the typos.