I am Exhausted

I am exhausted, not physically, but mentally. I am tired of having to help EVERYONE!! my friends beg and beg and beg for help, but when I ask, ghosted. I want to do the same. I want to stop responding, I want to be like I can't respond...but that hurts them...I can suck it up for them...I can read over everything I say so I don't hurt them...I am ok...

I just wanna die...