Saying Goodbye To Chambana

Leaving a place is never easy, but I don't remember it ever being this hard. I've made some really good friends here. Circle K in Champaign has the two Dillions, John, and Mike. I think John is my favorite from that group because he's chill as hell, but then if you cross him, go to attack him, he'll flip around and make you regret it.

Saying good bye to them wasn't as hard. On the 23rd I sad goodbye to the crew at the Urbana Domino's, I don't think any of them really fazed me other than saying goodbye to Lee. He's a great guy and goes through too much bullshit, I wanted to visit him yesterday, but I just got busy. I think I have a crush on him.

Anyway, I said goodbye to a few people at green street the other night, but the two people that's gonna hurt me is Keith and Tre. I've known Keith since 2018, we went to military school together and ended up running into each other when I started dating my wife. We've had our off and ons especially when he was on drugs. He's better now. Even when I moved away before we kept in touch and I even saw him when I visited. We're supposed to be meeting up at the bar tomorrow for some drinks, I lost my ID, but I also got a backpack of alcohol so we should be fine.

I'm also going to miss Ricardo. He was a driver at green street for a while, but ended up getting fired after too many no call no shows. It was understandable, Domino's cut everyone's hours and he was making more money on the side than he was actually working. He's the most stereotypical Hispanic ever, talks about opening a food truck, carpentry, and his family wants him to do landscaping. Now he's my drug dealer, well was I guess. I'm most likely buying more bud from him before I leave, but I'm contemplating hitting him up for some caps. He got a good deal on them I just gotta make sure they in stock.

Tre has been a great friend since I moved up here the second time. I was upset cause I just recently got fired from Vista in Rantoul because someone snitched on me for having a stun gun. My bad, I door dashed after work and I valued my safety. I'm gonna smack that Gomez lookin, That's not what I'm talking about right now though. I ordered a pizza and met Tre, he told me apply for Domino's, within two days I had the job. He's been a great friend and smoking buddy since. People come and go out of each others lives all the time, but I don't wanna lose him as a friend when I leave. He's also an optical illusion, when he stands straight he's flat, lookin like a slim slim, but when he squats or bends over.. He's kinda caked up.

Waiting For The End

That's a great song. Today and tomorrow I'm spending my time packing and cleaning the room. As I said when I mentioned Keith, him and I are supposed to meet up at the bar tomorrow. I guess that's all he's doing though, but I'm trying to get a bucket list item checked off and it has to happen after dark. I'm most likely gonna meet up with him around seven in the evening then I'll most likely be leaving around 8:30-9pm. Then I'm going for my bucket list item. Seeing the city at night from a sky scraper. I'm aware that I'm suicidal, but maybe I need to see the beauty in the world. If I'm not active for a few days, you'll just have to wait for my next post to see if I stepped off or not. I made a little thing thinking about that the other day though.

The End Of Days

(In Champaign)

With only two days to move my wife and I have been stressing. We thought we had a place lined up then at last minute, we were denied. First they said we could have pets as long as we pay a fee, okay fine. They also said since our credit isn't the best, they'd work with us.

Now here we are after my wife was screwed by her job, the apartment shutting us down like we were trash, and us basically telling the people living in the hotel with us that they're fucked when we leave, where do we go? Well, I guess we're going to my sisters in Macomb till we get things figured out.

I hate this, constantly feeling like a burden already, now I'm gonna be living at my sisters just like I was at 17-18. I've called so many places and it hasn't helped. Hopefully soon I can get this place I'm applying for, I love my sister, but the less time I'm there the better. We have two kids and two animals, we're gonna be in the way of her and her things and I don't want any part of that. I already got the Domino's job lined up in Macomb.

This is kinda short and I'm not sure how to finish it to be honest. Might do some 🍄 tomorrow, idk yet cause I haven't found someone to do them with me.

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