* being a syst3m is weird

* i've known that im a part of s syst3m forr about a ye4r, but shits stuff v confusing. anyw4ys, her3s sum stuff ive learned fr0m the year ive known i was an alt3r

* soo one thing i l34rned is 2 NEVER think abt ur place in the system, it just stress3s u out. dont th1nk abt your role to0 much, dont th1nk about how ur not just one person, dont. think. it s4v3s alot of stress

* another th1ng i le4rned is that tha gat3ke3per haz more p0wer than the h0st. i am the h0st of my system, n i had thought that i w4s like, da ring leader or svmn, im deffo not lol. da gat3keepers kinda da alter that repr3sents the ' br4in ' i think? not c0nciousness but, like, da working parts, yk? its k1nda like those p4rts were given c0nciousness... BUT th4t means dat they c4n control which alt3rs r in front n wh1ch ones r known, wh1ch can make ur l1fe hell if ur gat3keeper doesnt like u LMAO

* da th1rd thing n last thing i le4rned is that u w1ll ALWAYZ hav alt3rs that u dont l1ke, h4ving tr1ggering alt3rs iz normal. u had an unhe4lthy relati0nship? B00M alt3r of the abuzer.

* ANYWAYZ dats all ive learned, if any of u hav any quest10nz f33l free 2 ask!!