friend stuff and actually talking to people

AAAAAA im so exited bc I made this friend a couple weeks back at an ice cream shop and they like all the same things I do. They just invited me to paint pumpkins at their house on Saturday and im legit so exited. Like I get so nervous whenever I wanna be some ones friend but I just don't ever have the courage to actually do it. I gave them a compliment and I GOT THEIR NUMBER and omfg they r legit the best. Its so hard talking to people but once I finally do it is totally worth it. I only really have friends from school but they r always busy so I can never hang out with them outside of school. I always want to hang out with my friends because my mom is one of those people that is nice when other people are around and then super super mean and emotionally abusive when its just me and her. Im so happy because this means I can get away from her more now that I have friends:D

Not sure if this is even a vent but its kinda long so sorry.