Trying to be Happy (It's kinda working)

Ok just so I can avoid constantly rambling on and on about everything all at once, imma just say it's really hard for me to be happy. I don't got a bad life I guess, I'm just a naturally burnt out person... Is what I though.

I have actually been a lot better recently, i actually feel like my friends wanna see me, I've stopped being socially anxious and I've overall been a happier person.

Now this has happened before, and it was immediately followed by the worst point of my life in recent history but no, I feel things actually getting better and this might just stick around.

And how did I do it? straight up just trying, I've made efforts to avoid habits that make me depressed but overall? I just tried, I can't explain how it's working since it shouldn't but I've just tried really hard to not feel sad and it's kinda worked.

I already know my family and friends are going to be so proud and that's why I'm doing this

- Grass Yakuza