ive been crying alot lately

i think a little bit too much, like its unhealthy at this point the amount of tears that come out of me.

it started when ritsby broke up with me and then school and then covid hit me, its all too much and like its all coming down on me too fast. I was at the homecoming game for my towns highschool because i twirl there and i had a panic attack but instead of crying because of the panic attack i was crying because i wasnt able to text ritsby so thats where im at rn

so uh yk send professional help pls