a life update :] october 2022

second blog entry as well as another life update!

• I HIT 500 FOLLOWERS ON INSTAGRAM IN JULY WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, LIKE I HAVEN'T RLY TALKED ABOUT HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME THAT I HIT THAT MILESTONE BUT LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL JASGFDCVBHAJDFCSVABNJM

• I POSTED MY LONDON POST ON FRIDAY (ITS NOW SUNDAY) AND ITS DOING UNBELIEVABLY WELL WHAT THE HELL

• i haven't streamed in awhile cause i've been rly busy with school work cause im doing my winter GCSEs soon (0.0) BUT I STARTED POSTING MONTHLY VLOGS IN JUNE WHICH IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST DREAMS EVER

• IM STARTING A F*CKING PODCAST OH MY GOD

• I ALSO HAVE 68 FOLLOWERS ON TWITCH WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL IS GOING ON WHAT

• i watched i am not okay with this and young royals AND >>>

• i identify as trans nonbinary, omnisexual, aro ace spec :]]

• I'VE BEEN ON YOUTUBE FOR 2 YEARS AND 3/4 WHAT

• 1 YEAR AS NOT CIS WAS AMAZING, IT WAS SO COOL

• I GOT A TRANS FLAG F*CK YEAAAA (it arrived on the same day technoblade died...)

• ...technoblade died and it took a toll on my mental health and has made me unable to be happy when streaming cause he was the reason that i started streaming in the first place. it just feels like something is missing in my heart everytime i stream. i dont hate it, but everytime i stream, i just want to end stream immediately (except civil project, cause i can escape reality and just play a character/a different version of myself

• LIAM, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU ARE COOL

• I CUT MY HAIR SHORT AND IT WAS OKAY OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

• I ALSO RLY WANT TO PERMANENTLY DYE IT PURPLE :]]

• I STILL RLY WANY AN ELECTRIC GUTAR :]]]]]]]

• i should not have wanted to go to twitch con...

• dream face revealed btw!

• I GOT MY GCSE RESULTS (THE 40% OF THE EXAM ONES) AND IT WENT GREAT :]]

• died in july

• i started watching the eboys podcast and now memeulous, willne, james marriott, imallexx, and george clarkeey are my hyperfixations 0.0

• didn't go to dance summer school, was too scared to

• I HAVE WRITTEN A LOT OF SONGS AND POEMS :]]

• I SAW NOAHFINNCE, SOPHIE POWERS, AND THE OOZES IN CONCERT AND IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY ENTIRE LIFE

• life has made me feel safe recently <33

• I GOT CALLED HE/HIM PRONOUNS BY THE STEWARTESS ON THE PLANE TO LONDON OH MY GOD OH MY GOD JAHGFVHASDGVS BANJDFXCZVB

• SOMEONE SAID MY TRANS FLAG WAS COOL AT THE NOAHFINNCE CONCERT

• I GOT CAITIBUGZZ AND NOAHFINNCE MERCH AGHHHH

• I GOT MY CATRIDGE PIERCING :]]]]]

• i started a secret art drawing account :]]

so yea, thats my life rn :]