Today Is The Day

Today is the day.

Today is the day that I take accountability. 

Today I stopped smoking weed so i that i can focus on manifesting and forging my dream a reality. For the last 6 years all I've done is complain, procrastinate, smoke weed, jerk off, and cry about how life dealt me a shitty hand. But what good has all of this 'comfort' done for me over the past 6 years? My whole life has been absolutely ruined by wanting to be stuck in my comfort zone because I felt like the world owed me a good life. Like who tf do i think I am? GOD? maybe... 

Maybe I could be a god. not in the literal sense but figurative. Like what's genuinely stopping me from achieving my dream? When I try to look at it objectiviely it seems it comes down to time and practice. How did van Gogh become Van Gogh? he fucking painted and painting fucking alot. How did Kobe become the Black Mamba? He worked his ass of day in and day out and that's why hes the best. he showed up to practice hours before other players in the NBA. THE HEIGHT OF COMPETITION? If Kobe can outwork the 1% of the 1% then why the hell can i not put in even half the effort as him...?                    well, I FUCKING can.

Today is the day I start actually trying for the first time in my life. I'm no longer a stoner, a high-school dropout, a skinny little bitch, a bipolar social reject. I am me. And I'm going to hit grind relentlessly until i hit GM1. every piece of content i consume will only be to further progress my dreams forward

Today is the day...