welcome back bitches

so the cycle continues... freshman year and i couldn't be anymore annoyed. 

i could imagine how the seniors feel, waking up day after day knowing they just have to suffer another 8 hour day at school. at least the seniors have something to look forward to at the end of the year. i just feel bad for the other freshman cause i know how i feel about school and especially my teachers. god i hate most of them. 

on the topic of people. i hate people too. girls in my grade are high class bitches who act like they are top tier and like their shit doesn't stink. who do they think they are marching around the hallways demanding their popularity. i didn't want to go back to my school and have to see the dirty glaces shared across the room towards me but its my school to. not just theirs. i'm not going to let some volleyball playing lulu lemon wearing bitch jeopardize my life and my success. 

we all know that boys are whores. its known. but my oh my my school could break a record or win an award for how many fuck boys we have, but lets be honest here nobody wants to be with somebody who's been with everybody.. i don't think your mother would be very proud of saying her son is a whore and i'm not saying only guys can be whores i'm not saying that at all because of course girls can be whores to. iv'e met many. although the word whore is very commonly used even when it doesn't fit the situation.

lets settle this shit...freshman year isn't pretty lets just say that 

I've been told that grades don't define intelligence, but even when i'm giving my all i'm just barely passing. i understand that school is important and education is important but i feel like there is a huge difference between a healthy amount of challenge in order to do better and being so stressed that you break down and cry. school is an endless cycle of "i just need to make it through this week"... every week.

and i'm tired of hearing "high school is the best years of your life" because stress, depression. eating disorders, violence, anger, SH,and chaos around you 24/7 is totally the best thing you'll ever experience.