sorta vent ab my gender and stufz 😓

iuhgh i hate not being sure about what I am 100%. my gender recently has changed after I was a trans man for like 10-11 months. IM SO MAD AND IDK WHAT TO DO?? its just such a huge mess and idk what to do ab it .. its so effing annoying all the time and makes me feel like crap and really stressed out cuz i'm just searching and looking for it all the time in my brain and on the internet and i can barely pay attention bc of it cuz it takes up so much of my brain every day😥😓 i wish i could just know and have an immediate answer.. really honestly its starting to be like dat with my sexuality too ufhgh😭 piss