10192022 • kids in my grade r so goofy (rant??)

i originally put this on my bulletins but it was SUPER long n i wanted to save it so HERE WE R

(uhh also TW for transphobia?? idk its just middle schoolers being edgy n rude) 

OK SOOO.... i understand if u ACCIDENTALLY misgender me i mean shit happens sometimes right but ON PURPOSE MULTIPLE TIMES??? they obviously saw that i was uncomfortable and they wonder why i dont fw them anymore?? ITS BECAUSE UR A BITCHH 

man i thought i was safe from their shit but apparently not?? this person used to do this last year and it was so bad and the thing is THEY USED TO TELL ME??? they also said some stuff to me last year and it was kinda icky but i let it slide bcz TBH I DONT EVEN KNOW.

 i hope i wont need to interact with them again... they made me so pissed and i was in such a good mood,, i hate them tbh theyre an asshole

uhh thinks of something else to talk abt with this subject

oh uhh abt the topic of being misgendered man its been happening so much recently like more than last year and last year i knew everyone

AND ALSO I HEARD SOMEONE CALLED ME THE YKNOW WHAT SLUR (and they cant reclaim it) LIKE WHAT EXCUSE ME???? they also called me the r slur MANY times so uhh... that persons a red flag

im glad i dont have any classes with them but it icks me they even said that in the first place,, as they are a literal straight man and they arent neurodivergent either... 

thinks of something else

OH A LOT OF KIDS R LIKE TALKING ABT ME BEHIND MY BACK (popular era??? /j) 

yeah i mean i could understand why im like extremely annoying to be around especially in THOSE certain classes that i would not shut up in but its in the classes that im extremely quiet in

its always abt me hanging out with certain ppl or yknow me being yknow... and like these ppl just need to SHUT THE HELL UP and tbh if they wanna talk shit they could frl say it to my face

thinks... OTHER THING BCZ I MENTIONED ME HANGING OUT WITH CERTAIN PPL 

so its this kid that literally so many ppl in our grade HATE and i mean... i could kinda see why??? sometimes they r a lil annoying and they r loud AND I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST FURRIES AS I LITERALLY USED TO BE ONE IN 5TH GRADE but the persons a furry... also a detail my school has this weird hate for cringy white lgbt afabs with colored hair SO BOOM PUNCH IN THE THROAT 

since they hate them,, the kids in my first period literally attack them and always call them by their deadname which i mean WTF???? i could understand u not liking someone but isnt that a BIT EXTREME?? me and the person talk sumtimes bcz their in a few of my classes but yeahhh...

when they kept talking abt their deadname i wanted to STRANGLE THEM AND PUNCH THEM LIKE WHAT???? they told me abt it one time and man i felt so bad... i hate ppl who do that stuff its so disrespectful and it PISSES ME OFF SO BAD

ANOTHER STORY RELATED TO THAT LMAOO

so on monday i had a sub in 4th period and i told the sub what to call me and i made sure i actually went to class on time since i saw the sub before the bell rang 1st period

uhh so theyre doin attendance and the guy marked me absent for sum reason ?? and this other cool person who didnt respond bcz the same reason as me

it was these two girls n i kinda fw them?? idk they r cool ig... they tried telling the teacher yknow what to call me and i guess he did?? idk i frl wasnt paying attention i usually just take the absence

so since it was another person who didnt like being called their name on the sheet,, and the person who sits across from me (i guess they r ok....) asked me,,

"whoa there is sure a lot of people in this school with deadnames... ray do u have a deadname??"  

"uhh i just dont use that name, just call me ray"

"i still want to know it, i mean its what the sub called u right?? whats ur deadname??" 

and the person who like idk was randomly walking around kept harassing me too and i mean hes alr... BUT IT WAS PISSING ME OFF LIKE COULD U MOVE??? anyways the person walking was like,

"oh just check google classroom,, their last name is ____" 

and they started saying it and kept asking me THOSE type of questions that tbh made me uncomfortable bcz i mean i dont know this person well and i mean WTF??? 

i didnt rly answer too many of them LMAO but he said he's prolly gonna forget abt this inna few hours so i guess thats a win for me?? he didnt say anything abt it 

LAST THING??? 

so id say 2 weeks ago my cool teacher got me a yknow.... thing for ya chest 

(ah how i hate talking abt this kind of stuff but this is the only place i could talk abt it at...) 

ANYWAYS SHE GOT ME ONE OF THOSE AND IVE BEEN RLY HAPPY ABT IT!! 

funny story,, so a friend of mine (yeahh...) is also what i am and im not sure if its a trend on tiktok cuz i havent seen it but basically u have to like flip someones chest?? IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT IT GOES ALONG WITH THE "i wanna see ur coconuts" AUDIO

so before i got the thing for ya chest i wasnt rly making a effort doing it as im lazy and when i do it i could BARELY BREATHE (also i got caught by my mother... UH OH) 

so they did that and they kept asking me "why arent u flat???" etc etc...

and i dont even know why they would ask that as they literally are a person whos yknow ftm and its not like a one time thing THEYVE ASKED THIS MILLIONS OF TIMES LIKE DUDE.

im so glad i got that thing bcz they havent talked abt it since and IM SO GLAD  

its kinda crazy how my school is literally so accepting of gay kids and literally NOBODY bats an eye when it comes to them but when someones not cis they got a WHOLE LOTTA SHIT TO SAY LIKE WHAT??? 

i hope they grow out of this next year i mean if ur a freshman doin that,, itll be crazy imo... ITS CRAZY THAT UR A EIGHT GRADER DOING THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE TOO LMAOO

dont say slurs u cant reclaim,, dont call someone a f-slur if ur straight!! (stares at someone)

anyways yeahh this is super long so congrats on whoever read this LMAO