forgot how 2 code :/

i'm crying yall i spent forever sifting thru source code to figure everything out and finally thought i got it because everything was showing up and i typed out a whole blog entry and it disappeared omg

let me try again

1. i think ive decided im gonna just pretend that basically the entirety of my life up until now doesnt exist like i constantly am reliving misery and trauma and also especially since i started taking meds i dont even feel like anything that happened to me in my past actually happened to the person i am now so i think this will really be good for me. along with working with affirmations, journaling, meditation etc i think this will be a good move

2. ive also decided that im literally not taking anybodys shit anymore like if somebody tries to disrespect me im shutting that shit down. i got beat down so much in my past and never really got the chance or even knew how to stand up for myself. i really want to be the person i wish i had had to protect me back then so now that i dont automatically dissociate in conflict i have the chance to take my power back fr

3. im going to helen!!! its this lil german vibes town in north ga and my man got us this gorgeous cabin in the woods for our stay. theres nothing i love more than traveling and being with my man and escaping reality and dressing up cute and going out and trying new things so i cant wait!!!!! if i can figure out how to include pics in blogs ill update and share maybe... my next coding adventure

ok thx bye xoxo