simple dreams of a simple kid

i'm just a simple kid, a teen who has dreams and wants to make memories of the better times i was still a kid. i have 17 years and i've never went out on a party, never expirienced how it is to be on a party with your friends. i know that i have to study for the better future, but that's where the problem is. it feels like my parents don't believe in me and wants me to study all the time just to prove them something. i think i don't need to prove anything, they need to understand me, as they went through all that i'm going through right now. they also partied, they also had good times of their lifes in their teens. they had interesting life at a time, and me? i'm just having a boring, dull life expiriencing nothing but studying and knowledge. i really appreciate knowledge, but i don't appreciate pushing to the limits and this horrible school system. i'm just a kid with a dream, am i not allowed to dream? they say "enjoy while you're at your teens", well i can't enjoy if i'm constantly studying and at the edge with my parents, it's an shape of stress in my years. yes, it'll be worse in the future, but why waiting for the future when i can make good memories right now? why waiting in general? why do i HAVE TO wait? i don't want to wait, i want to have fun while i can. if it'll be worse in the future, with all the stress and obligations, how could i'll have fun then? if i have to stress all my life, when will i have fun? when i die? i hate when nobody understands me at this point... i just want a little fun, a reward for what am i doing, is it too much to ask for?