"so excuse us while we sing to the sky." {writers block and TØP is amazing.}

writers block is a bitch, my best friend seems to get some lyrics down for future songs we want to make cuz we wanna share our passion together (such besties of us) but i'm stuck with unfinished stanzas and sad feelings in my heart. currently listening the saddest, heart wrenching twenty one pilots songs to either motivate me, or tear me down and figuratively fuck me till i'm pulp lying on my messy bed. Tyler Josephs voice is heaven to my ears, if i believed in god, i would say he was sent down from him. his unnerving falsettos paired with when he yells our lyrics like "now i just sit in silence" is tear jerking. god, he is my favorite person rn, oh and Josh Dun. josh is the kindest, selfless soul on earth, as said by many people who crossed paths with him. his journey with anxiety i can relate to highly, i just love him. he also goes HARD on those drums, he has to hit them, spousal abuse is an ugly thing (petewentzcore).if i ever met TØP, heres what would happen (warning, its emo and fangirlish):

1) i would uncontrollably cry, and very harshly, like crying over a death yk?

2) i would hug josh first, he deserves hugs, i would hug the shit outta him frfr. GOSH I LOVE JOSH DUN

3) OBVI go hug tyler, i might get tears on his shirt but fuck it lol

4) i would tell them how they've saved my life and are the only things keeping me from ending it all

5) selfies, duh. gotta remember da moment

6) MORE HUGS ARHHHGGGG

7) go and cry even harder than i was

8) be cured of my depression

so where was i going with this? well i guess my writing is alot like my conversations i have with the mirror. i go to talk about something important. than i rant about my favorite people and talk abt how they are amazing and are heaven sent. 

wait, where was i? oh- writers block. well at least i know i can still be (to my own standards) comic and metaphoric when i'm struggling to write something as simple as a haiku lol. also now every title i write has 2 b a twenty one pilots lyrics so fuckkkkkkk. sorry, ive loved this band since i was 10. 

stay alive, frens |-/