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Even though I haven't been my stable self during the past year, I think I'm finally feeling on peace. I'm trying my best to get back on track on school. Everything had been of a headache, my senior activities, people around me, school, everything.
I've been eating way too much and i feel guilt. Even though I'm trying to control my eating. I feel like stress and the lack of sleep are overtaking me. I overwork, I can't help it, I need to control everything otherwise things will end up fucked up.
Last senior activity (Roses sale) went all wrong bc people gave a shit about everything my friends and I had been organizating. They did what they feel like it. Even though the Roses sale was a disaster, we could collect some good money for our prom party.
They say that peace comes after the storm, maybe they were right. Or maybe I just blocking and ignoring everything to feel better, my procrastination is being worse than ever.
I'm taking the SAT on december 3, and I have barely studies for it. Anyways, I will start to try to change to my old self. Wish me the best
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Laís
Hope you are doing well!
Thank you, actually I feel okay now. I graduated from school already. It felt so great. I even got rid of a toxic friend whom made me feel unworthy, she really wasn’t a friend. I mean, someone who insults and offends you from being queer, fat and a woman, isn’t a friend. You may not care, but still. I feel like im finally free, University is ahead and even though I’m not ready, U can face it
by The Nonby Who Befriended the Spiders from Mars; ; Report