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Maybe I need this relief of being a faceless entity on some part of the internet, SpaceHey isn’t seen by much of anywhere and it seems pretty new so I decided by shoving whatever thoughts I had down into this piece of the internet will give me some form of relief.
Maybe i like romance books with a twinge of sadness, those books where the romance is always sort of breaking apart and fixing itself.
Maybe because I find it realistic that relationships are oftentimes rocky and wild. That there are arguments but in the end it usually goes two ways, a nice happy ending or death.
That’s how it goes in my books.
But now I’m starting to see the strange thing happening to me, where I’m craving that kind of need to love someone. A pining. Not get into a relationship but that I’m romancing for something, crushing. And maybe it’s because I’m lonely, that’s probably actually a huge reason, but I could really go for something to obsess over. Just because I feel bored. Mundane even. This sounds so stupid and edgy, really, it does.
Look, internet!
Dear god- but I’m posting this out of need to just throw my thoughts out there. But I don’t even think it’s pining, ya know? And my friends, whilst fun to talk too, can NEVER hold up a conversation that goes a little deeper than most. They just don’t have opinions on it and I’m starting to dread it.
But yes, that’s it, I’m lonely and all these stupid (but good books) are getting to me. This will probably Passover.
…probably?
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