10/9/22

ermmmm hai. currently listening to daft punk, brings back very specific memories. im gonna make this one short. i really do feel bipolar an i wish i had someone to talk to grrrr. i don't like talking to the people close to me.....what a draggggg. i wish therapists weren't so expensive, oh whale. im unemployed as of today and i already hate it. ive been job hunting all day and yesterday. today was really odd tho lots of strange things happened. saw rehab at the most random place and it really felt ODD lol. that's such a terrible nickname to give someone LMAO. but ya i hate having no job i can already tell its gonna suck. but at least i have more free time now?...i don't know what im gonna do with this time tbh, ill prob start hitting the gym a lot more. it really is my fav thing ever and i tend to forget when i stop going for some time. my knees have been hurting for a couple weeks now idk why but im starting to get concerned, maybe i need to slow down. but i really did realize i do not want to be in a relationship LOL i really do not want to go through that again. that's it bai