just ranting

I kinda don't wanna go to homecoming tonight. Just thinking about ii makes me anxious and I hate the way I look in my outfit, but whatever ig. my mom paid $70 for the ticket so I have to go, I was planing on telling her I couldn't buy a ticket on thursday so that I wouldn't be able to go. I also have to finish my hw first but whatever, I have extra hw that I haven't even started on top of the hw that I'm working on finishing. I'm probs gonna skip the hw I'm missing and do the new stuff cause this teacher doesn't accept late work so there's rly no point, except for the fact that we're gonna have a test on it. whatever, my parents know that I'm struggling but they aren't doing much to help me so my therapist gave me a huge packet of things to add to my 504 plan and said that my parents need to do that stuff too. hopefully they'll actually do it and not just say that they will. I can't do my hw till the last minute cause that's the only time I have motivation, my parents know that, yet they do nothing about it.

sorry for the long rant I just needed to get that out. there's just something wrong with me rn, but dw I'm fixing it, very fucking slowly

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