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heyy guyssss as u can tell im not gonna be able to do this every day but im glad it's turning into a actual hobby instead of a drained hyperfixation :)
tw: mentions of SH and lots of edge lord shit, manipulation and cringeee lol
soo first on the list of topics! last dude who was red flag centralia! he is starting to genuinely freak me out tbhh
he's like the internet father of this other kid and they have a sewer slide pact like wtf, they're serious too. he talks abt how he wants to slide his throat to feel a painful slow death and then just waits for my reaction. like that's just major middle school edge lord behavior and im honestly bored of it. i like the cuddling and stuff but im not ppls therapist friend anymore. tired of it man.
he thinks he can manipulate me tho and i think it's hilarious i talk abt it w my friends too, he tried to guilt trip me into giving him free art lmao. ill give y'all the tea if u want it but it's just a little story
END OF TWS
i didn't end up going to my friends club it was too much pressure and i got scared.. she didn't mind though she didn't go either.
update abt the concert and goo stuff tho, i cant go bcuz i need to pay for my phone bill i need 2 more dollars tho cuz i bought a arizona and apparently they're 1.59 now. wtf is the world coming to TuT
im on call w a new crush now, tbh i don't even think i can call them crushes bcuz all i do is convince myself that i am in love or something then act possessive, if they start buying into it i back off and find a new person, and if they start ignoring me i just drop them bcuz i never cared in the first place.. i feel like this is unhealthy to be honest. some sort off affectionate avoidant attachment style. which sucks. ill fix it when i have therapy some day. hopefully i don't hurt anyone in the process emotionally :(
He's pretty adorable he's snoring rn lol, id fr date him if he wanted to ngl.
do u guys have any crushes?
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