Crushes XP

Okay so this is my second time typing this cause my shit decide to crap out on me >:T.. I have this guy i like but idk if likes me back and i really wanna be with him but he said on his live last night he didn’t want a bf but he flirts with me like all the time and he even made a painting of me and him together and i just AJUUHHUGGHHH!!!!! I JUST WANNA KNOW IF HE LIKES ME BACK OR NOT!!! I don’t wanna ruin what me and him have cause i don't wanna lose him but he’s my first thought when i wake up and my last when i sleep. He way out of my league too so he might not even wanna be with me, OH AND!! He commented on my pinned TikTok saying “Me” IT WAS A TIKTOK ABOUT WHAT I WANTED IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!???? Ugh I’m just so confused with everything rn :((