art block struggles

I have been struggling to draw for months now. I doodled sometimes but to do proper finished art has been very hard for me. Its starting to feel like i'm just not born for this and it freaks me out because this is my only talent.

Everytime i try i'll just draw a circle and then delete it and then draw something and decided its not good enough even though i just worked on that for 10 minutes and then delete it again.So, Its Been Very Hard. I tried to push through but i ended up deleting it anyway and be mad at myself because I Cant Make Good Art Even Though Ive Been Doing This for Years and i just want to scream T__T HHHRHFGR.

I love art. I love making stuff. i know that. Its just been really hard to do that . So hard im convinced i just dont like it anymore and its scary cus this is the only option i feel like i would be comfortable to do for the rest of my life.

I know the reason it's been really hard is that i can't enter to a space where i just draw and don't think of anything. My brain just tell me bad things and i just need to step away from the monitor. Its getting the way of me actually improving and Being Good .

i hope i get this solved somehow i'm so tired