rue from euphoria x danger days

to sum up what got deleted earlier (motivation wave #2 hit) i just listened to danger days for the first time since i was 12 and its hitting.

but also as it usually goes with mcr i am on the verge of mental fuckery along the lines of resuming self destruction and just spiraling in a bad way

atm its manifesting as an urge to get on the go train which is like 10 mins from where i live and just fucking off somewhere even though i have work tomorrow and the next day.

o yea dispensary interview went well i think

also twitter moot was just as kitty as i thought and we were meowing a lot

didnt go deep into detail like draft 1 but also meow.

song of the day: save yourself, ill hold them back by mcr

this song should have single handedly given me mcr phase and the only reason i didnt have that is because i still believed in god at the time.

im mad about it but how do you grow without recognizing and fixing mistakes

i think ive got the time to live forever