More exams and i'm sick + i'm not smart 05/10/2022

No I still don't know the results of the math exam. But I'm also over latin and world history exams! I did world history today and latin yesterday. Both went pretty well, both studied for about 5 minutes the morning before the exam. I'm quite proud of myself about that. I actually like math btw, controversial opinion. It is one of my favorite subjects actually. I'm supposed to have art history tomorrow but I got sick out of nowhere. High fever (always around 38.0 C) and it doesn't respond to any painkillers. Not planning to go to the hospital since it's my exam week so I'm just seeking my retired nurse mom's help. I don't know, I haven't been absent on exam days before in high school. My school is really strict, I'm kinda afraid they won't let me take it after the day. I have a cough and I'm exhausted. 

On the other hand, my classmate said I had a smart vibe today. I thought she was ironic so I asked "who the hell thinks that? i'm fucking stupid". Well, she answered "pretty much everyone thinks you're like, a genius kinda." (I AM aware this sounds fake, which is why i'm trying to put emphasis on the fact that i genuinely don't believe i'm smart at all, i'm really average.) I still don't really believe it. I mean in elementary school I was known as the genius kid but I really lost my motivation after middle school. I guess it was my coat that gave the look. I really doubt I'm smart? Not trying to fish for compliments here, I'm genuinely surprised anyone thinks that.  Where does the vibe come from? Really no idea.