been a while

I know it’s been a while since i was on here lol. idk i guess almost a year actually, things haven’t really changed but i graduated high school a week ago and i don’t feel much different. i mean i’m relieved it’s over and all but i feel nothing in my life is different, i still wake up, spend most my days at home, do all the things i used to do anyway. idk maybe i just thought it would feel different, maybe that’s because i haven’t really been like present in classes and my friend group was falling apart so i stoped socialising and bothering with school related stuff. i’ve never been a social person who thrived on going out every weekend, but this year i did absolutely thrive by limiting social interactions, it could be coz i got used to isolation during quarantine but i didn’t feel a need to show up to things, no stress over missing out on gatherings. i was much happier staying at home and getting my life organised and focusing on writing and art and stuff so yeah maybe that’s why. anyways that’s a long update srry. 

shfcal 

talk soon