ugh

MY DAD IS SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE. all he does is scream and shout and just generally be horrible to the FIVE YEAR OLD. FIVE YEAR OLD BOY THAT WE ARE FOSTERING. FOSTERING I THINK MAYBE. PERHAPS MY DAD IS EVIL. im like the only person in the whole house aside from maybe my sister that thinks. HEY? MAYBE DAD IS FUCKING ABUSING HIM AND THE AFFECT THIS WILL HAVE ON THE POOR KIDS LIFE, MENTAL HEALTH AND OVERALL MENTAL STABILITY WILL BE DETRIMENTAL? MY PARENTS HAVE HAD 3 KIDS. ALL OF WHOM WERE ANNOYING SHITS. WHY IS THIS ANNOYING SHIT THE ONE YOU TAKE YOUR ANGER OUT ON THE MOST? WHAT DID THIS POOR NEGLECTED CHILD EVER DO TO YOU, AN ADULT MAN IN YOUR 40S, THAT MAKES IT OK FOR YOU TO VERBALLY ABUSE HIM? TO NEGLECT HIM EVEN MORE? AND ITS NOT LIKE MY MUM IS ANY BETTER EITHER i know the foster system is bad at best and hell at worst but i genuinely think that whatever other family he could have gone to (hell!! even his first foster parents they were nice) would have been better for him. imagine growing up and the only consistent father figure you have in your life has hated your guts since you were two? i hate my shitty ass parents