They Are Nirvana

This account has literally no purpose so i'm just gonna ramble for a bit uhhhhhhhhhhhh hello I have a crush but like the best kind where I'm just happy to know the human being, like ya know those kinds of interpersonal relationships that just exist as they are and they don't need or require change. That kind of appreciation that can only ever be fully understood in the exact moment like when you become completely present and can't see anything but the beauty of the world. Like when you're sat in the stillness of nature, and you breathe in and realise you are meant to be here, in this exact moment. They make me feel peace but like in a fizzy way? I'm not so sure there's language to explain the nirvana that they bring me in the moments our paths cross. I don't feel like I need to change around them, I love not feeling like I have to change for the sake of another human. Every 'crush' I had up till this point has made me feel like I need to change to be the right fit, they don't. Can you understand how peaceful it is to not force myself to fit or subconsciously mask and just be able to be myself without wondering who on Earth they expect me to be? I don't even know if I could call this a crush, I'm just glad I've met someone who lets my soul breath. Someone that feels like dancing in the rain.