Day 7 i guess (10/3/2022)

Its been some time since I last said anything, 5 months to be exact but a lot has happened in my life. Lets start off with me dislocating my knee, yea how fun, ive been healing from that for a bit and started skating again, i got my heart broken a couple times but at this point im over it; I only fw hoes now ;) love aint real FYI, and if you think youre in love you're delusional LOL, anyways still going to shows, my mental health is getting worse sadly, my anxiety with everything is crashing and i dont even feel comfortable being myself anymore, oh yea hairs red and blonde now so thats fun, ummmm there isnt really much evver going on, i need more friends, tired of being so alone, ones who are chill w me being there in the background because they like my presence, oh yea i also just recently saw cannibal holocaust and OML IS MIGUEL EVERYTHING, im so sad hes not a real thing now, like he is nowhere to be found and i am suffering because of it haha, i guess ill end it off here, ill try keeping up with this again considering how much i enjoy talking about my life to no one lol:)--12:15 am