i've decided to try to keep a blog...

...just for me.

these days, it's so hard to have online time that's yours and yours alone. dgmw, i love sharing things with my online pals on my stories, i love fangirling and memeing and enjoying other ppls company online. but... idk. i guess most blogs are meant to be shared, and i'm making this one public, but... it's just different, idk. it's just me here, it's not meant for anyone else, so it's like... my territory. it's not a stage in a public square; it's a hole-in-the-wall bar with a sketchy backroom, no mic, and dim lighting. other people are the outsiders here, and i can never be. okay that last part sounds way more teen-emo than i meant it to but i think you get it, potential reader. 

i'm not going to worry about what anyone else might find interesting or readable. i'm not going to try to make it perfect. i just want... idk, a journal, i guess. something ppl MIGHT see, so i have to articulate and i can't just turn into another vent book, but not something i go into expecting to be seen. and if anyone happens upon it and finds it interesting, that's fine too. idk, i like reading other ppls' blogs so much it made me want to blog again.

that being said... i'm a bit rusty, so i don't wanna push myself too much. ima end it here today.

xo