My life

I personally think my life is probably the most lamest life ever in humanity, I barely do anything in life, I just wake up, eat, stay in my room, eat again, then just stay in my room again until I fall asleep. I don't even do much in my room, I just go on my laptop or switch and talk to my online friends and boyfriend. When its a school week I just do what I'm told most of the time, other times I say I would do it but in reality I don't, I really hate school, everyone in school is so annoying and loud I wish they could all shut up for once in their stupid lives, I know I only have two years left in school but I rather just switch to homeschool or just drop out, I don't see the point in school anymore it's just being forced to do stuff and apparently " helps you get ready for the real world " I personally think that's just bullshit. School is just a place to feel like shit and make you feel useless, the only reason I'm not dropping out is because I know my parents would be disappointed in me, especially my dad, he would probably just yell and get mad at me like the other times I disappointed him. I really hate my dad, he obviously doesn't care about me at all, he only cares about my grades. I remembered when I tried to explain that I wasn't motivated to do anything he just said " that's not an excuse *deadname* you just need to try harder ", thanks for telling me that dad that's totally going to help me. Sometimes I wonder if he would even cared if I died. Okay I'm done talking about my dad I want to talk about the only good thing in my life at the moment, and that would be my boyfriend, even though we have only been dating for 3 months he's the best boyfriend I ever had, and probably soon I can meet him in real life since we both live in the same state and the drive would only take at least an hour, he's literally the best and I could do anything for him, he's so dorky and handsome and I'm glad I'm dating him. I don't feel like typing anymore shit so this is it, lol.