no one likes me, liked me

no one likes me. i mean romantically. every girl and boy my age has loads of exes and im sitting here, trying to understand. all of them are giving each other advices and when they ask me for some i just freeze. all of them are crying to some shitty break up songs or love songs who reminds their gf or bf. but i cant even relate to a fucking song. i just feel blank when im listening and most of the songs are like this. i don't really know if someone would really love me. like not pitying or trying to change me, love the just the way i am. it just seems impossible. i don't know whats wrong with me. my friends are trying to chose who should they date. bc a lot of people have crushes on them. and there's me, not even a single person likes me. i never flirted, dated. but i feel like i should have. i don't know, maybe im just too ugly to be loved. but i heard that people slide into girls with literally no profile picture dms too. i don't know what i do wrong. i have a friend of mine who gets a lot of dms, loved by everyone at school, all of the boys likes her at school, has tons of exes. i don't know it just makes me feel weird. i just want to experience love. someone loving me. maybe i try too hard. i don't know. people even get surprised when i tell them i never had a bf before. i don't know whats wrong with me it just makes me sad.