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Vent#1 

I would do anything for me and (ex boyfriend) to work out. I miss him I don't know id he misses me. Why can't anything work out for me? my life is shit.

I wish I could have a long lasting relationship. Everyone is sick of me, i'm unwanted. 

Who am I? or maybe who do I think I am?? well i'm a liar that's for sure. It's sad how I trust people who always ruin me. I'm starting to hate more and more people by the day. 

Vent #2 I don't miss (ex boyfriend) as much to be honest I don't really miss anyone. Missing (ex) would drive me insane. He lied to me, and somehow left me twice. 

He insulted me and my friends, threatened me, and told me that I was stupid. and for some reason I couldn't get over him and went back to him when he was desperate. 

The world is so shitty to me. I would do anything to be myself from a year ago.