Chel-C
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Welp. Keeping on top of 100% just isn't realistic. Lol. I did not organize the house yesterday, nor did I empty the dishwasher. I laid in bed all day. And it's hard for me not to do it today. I did at least work out and meditate. I just don't have the energy, and I feel like shit. -_- I'm gonna try to get it done today and have a self care day. I need it. Badly.
Being without social media is getting weird. The anxiety is gone; but now I just feel bored, and I'm curious about what other people are up to. XD I just need something to fill the time, but it's hard when you're 28 weeks pregnant and can't really do a whole lot. It has been awesome with my addictions tho. ^_^ Boredom is a huge trigger. Before I got sober (a few months before I got pregnant with my rona baby) I would fill this time with drinking or pills. Day time, night time, didn't matter. Having the ability to slip back into that taken away is so nice. It's not something I crave or think about, because it's simply not an option.
I feel like my biggest problem with social media is that I use it to fill an emptiness I haven't seemed to be able to fill. Staying strong tho. Fuck Facebook. Instagram did nothing for me. Twitter peeps are mob mentality. Snapchat is boring. Anyway, here's to 3 days without ass tier social media.
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