math ;o( [super edgy vent ig]

today i started crying because i was like super overwhelmed by the work my algebra teacher gave me[skull emoji]

anyways I HATE HAVING HOMEWORK especially if its pilled up...i just half finished the assignment she gave me along with my college class assignment so ig I feel better now but i feel guilty for giving up on the math assignment- it sucks so bad(It sucked even harder since when i was in her class i kept having to call her over and ask for help..fyi i hate asking for help- it one of my least fav things to ever do. its honestly ironic since like i tell people to ask me for help if they need anything and do my best to help with whatever but if they offer help i freeze up and feel disgusted at myself! I feel weak and i feel like a disappointment and annoyance when i ask or receive help...) anyways i hope today lain will be able to hang out with me today :o)  and if im lucky ill get to talk to luca a lil bit!!