My 20th Birthday

I turned 20 years old. 3 (ish) hours ago was my birthday. No longer being a teen actually feels nice, but also shitty. No more time to prepare, because it’s here. Crawling into adulthood as fast as time crawls forward. I honestly still see opportunity heading my way despite not being a teen anymore. My prep time just feels cut short, like I’ve gotta rush to get out there and become a cog in the machine…or I fail/don’t make it in/at life. Then I remember the way things “could be a lot worse”, despite the depressing “could be a lot better”. Looking to the bright side of things isn’t always easy when everything you look at/are around is shit. :) Thing is, if you stop trying or struggling, the pessimistic mindset will always win. 

With Peace and Love, From a Fellow Struggler :)