whatever

I honestly have no idea what i'm doing on here. I guess i just want a safe haven to go to. somewhere i can get my emotions out that doesn't feel forced like therapy does. even though my therapist is pretty cool i just don't trust anyone fully. i dont even trust my best friends fully. i dont even trust myself. I especially dont trust myself. Im like crazy pretty much, especially right now. I'm lowkey wishing i was in the mental hospital again since i lied my way out of there the first time.