gonna tell a secret

so idk how to really start something like this but here it goes......so back when i was younger i was always moving and went from school to school. couldnt make any real friends and i was normally an outcast for being "the new guy" but there was a school i went to for years and ill never forgot the pretty blonde girl in my study hall. her and i for some reason always had a study hall together (she was 2 grades ahead of me) but i have always liked her and i never really got a chance to really tell her how i feel about her. so time goes on and she heads off to college. once she left her and i kinda stopped talking. but now heres the interesting part.....a few years later i was at a party and i ran into her again, we talked for a short time and then lost contact again. this contact has and encounter have all happened over the years and at random moments. so now fast forward to just recently her and i have gotten in contact again. idk if shes single or not(ill find that out soon) but this time its different. im not gonna lose contact with her and im close to just telling her how i feel because shes the only women that has ever come and gone so much throughout my life im starting to think the universe is trying to tell me to finally just go for it after all these years. i have NEVER told her how ive felt about her and idk if i can remain quiet about it much longer i mean i am talking years of never really saying how ive felt and i think that time is gonna come soon.......wish me luck :)