Japan <3

OMG IM SO P_SS_D. Ok so basically I wrote this whole journal about how im nervous about moving back to Japan in a few days and my laptop shuts off because I wasn't connected to the power cord omfg. ANYWAYS SO- I think I mentioned this before in a previous blog but in case I didn't... IM MOVING BACK TO JAPAN. 

So I haven't been to Japan since last summer and during that time the only way I could get in was if I had my Japanese passport (which you can only get if your a citizen), I super excited to actually live there. Although I was born in Japan, I was raised in America (dual citizenship) so I never really spent enough time with my family. I only went there during summers and then when I moved to Hawaii from California towards the end of 3rd grade, I never really went ever again until last summer and now... IM GOING IN A FEW DAYSSS!!!!  TO LIVE THERE. I'm not going to be living there permanently- at least I haven't decided because most of my family lives in the states and I also have to choose between my American and Japanese citizen ship... (very much leaning towards my Japanese one but yk) 

Anyways I'm excited and nervous that I'm moving to Japan because one shopping!!! I'm really excited to indulge in ko-gyal fashion because my mom used to be ko-gyal back in the day and also gyaru fashion is becoming really popular. I know I sound like a poser but gyaru fashion is so cute and I really wanna try the different subcultures. 

I'm kinda nervous about being with my family without my mom though... Since my mom is basically my personal translator and she's not gonna stay in Japan forever (she has a job, she's just using her vacation days) I'm nervous about talking to my family. My grandparents don't really speak English. They know like words but not sentences so I have to rely on my mom a lot to translate. Not that I don't know any Japanese, but I never used it enough growing up so my grammar super is weak. That stuff doesn't really matter anyways because I'm getting sent to a language school as soon as I get there, and I also have two English speaking relatives that live in Japan anyways, but they live far away so its definitely still hard. 

Anyways wish me luck yall! <3