~22.09.2022~

-My birthday and what happened till now

Hey i didn't made a new entry since a month, well a lot happened. To beginn, the boyfriend i talked about is not my boyfriend anymore. He broke up with me cause he lost feelings and shit. 
Also it didn't work anymore because we lived to far away from eachother, i knew it from the start but tried to ignore it. Anyways, i was on my last class trip a week ago and it was so SO dramatic. But who doesn't love that. Today i turned 15 what a special age. In psychology you say the most important years in your life are from 15 to 30. I'll just enjoy it the best i can. Back to the theme my ex-boyfriend, i think i'm 80% over him the thing i miss the most is the sexual shit. My love language is physical touch and he was my first time in a few things what makes it a bit stronger, but i just have such a desire for the things that we did, the making out, the touch, the hugs and the things we can't say in here. Maybe i'm just strongly horny but especially the making out felt so great damn. 
Well we will have to wait for a new boyfriend or a reunion. I have the feeling that the boyfriend is coming in already. Like it's gonna come fast. But i'm going to update you here. Hopefully it's going to be a guy with a head full of curly hair. Also great if he is tall. I love tall guys. Especially handsome ones. Why do my fingers look like im 40 years old
I can finally starrt going to the gym now.

So many people congratulated me today, honestly didn't expect it. Today was really a great birthday. I talked to my cousin again and she grew into such a nice person, both of them. 

See you next time, Mina~