My sexuality is a mess..

Sexuality is a funny thing, I thought I was straight, then bi, gay and now I don't even know anymore. Having my sexuality unlabelled made it somewhat easier but now the issue is just dating or hookup with women. Most my experience have been hooking up with men which I not sure if I can do the exact same thing if I date a woman.

Wish I mostly topped so I won't be nervous to think about it.. well someone has to make a start somewhere i suppose. Just hope I can live in both worlds