school

I CANT FUCKING STAND SCHOOL

Well, I am in a depression episode so it makes since but damn. The though of doing school work makes me wanna cry. I dont feel like a failure or anything, I just am having a had ass time focusing on it. I dont even go in person I just go online or do online school work but its so much and the teachers as you fucking questions.... its literately just anxiety.

There is a hot person when I go to in person school but.... they have dated people I cant stand and I got there insta but i dont feel like talking to anyone. I miss my best friends I wanna hangout but cant for the life of me. I dont understand it I can do simple things like shower eat and workout but anything other than that makes me fee like caca. I bought myself a wig and new shoes because it been getting worse for the past 3 weeks. I wanna blame it on everything to make it make since in my brain but it doesn't. I just feel like shit or really happy and cant do the things I usually can but whatever slay i guess!!!!