im so hahahaha

the voices are silly the voices are down and my body is down and I enjoy my time when the lights are off and the water is cold and I cant hear myself and I can at the same time, I like when there’s no thoughts of me, and personally I hope their is not.  I am not ok im losing this I cant think straight I cant BREATHE straight I cant do anything all I want is a clean room to mourn in. School is piling up and I cant keep up. I had dreams for days about her, but she wants nothing to do with me, and at the same time no one really is around. I cant think straight I cant feel my body heat without burning up.

don’t fucking let me breathe help me get over all of this 

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