Vent

sometimes I feel like my father doesn't really like me...
I try to be a nice daughter, I do the things he want, I study >>A LOT<< but he always talk about me like I'm just a irresponsable and useless person.
I don't get it, I really don't. Why does he HAVE to talk about how ugly I am, how I'm a awful daughter and this kind of stuff? It makes he feel better about himself? 
I do everything I can do make him proud but it isn't enough. It never is.