Week one

Okay, I've had my full week (and a half) of college so Imma talk about it!

I'm taking a creative media course, this is my second college year but this is a different campus and stuff. It's going good, my anxiety hasn't been as bad as it was in my first year at college (I can actually talk to ppl, woo!) but I'm struggling to make.. friends? I guess? I had a small convo with a person in my class who was a fan of Will Wood because they saw me looking at the EIAL album cover but it wasn't that much of a convo (I never got their name :()

I did have an anxiety attack at one point, everyone was being super loud and i couldn't drown it out and it hurt. No one realised it was happening and it really hurt. I kinda felt like I was invisible or something and it sucked. I feel really alone in this place and I'm too scared to try and make friends (so i guess my anxiety isn't gone or anything) I really don't like it.

The lessons are alright, but I can't work on anything that well because i just cant focus, on anything. It hurts... mentally anyway.