Late night rant..

Do you ever feel not good enough? That no matter what you say or do or anything trying to prove that one person that you can do it or make it work or anything and they still shoot you down no matter what and all you can do is sit with your thoughts and feelings for that one person you can’t share with because anything that comes out your mouth is just nothing to them… I‘m just gonna step back and just focus on myself I guess and just keep my feelings to myself like I use to be.. you know I use to be the biggest bitch to everyone I met because I knew deep down inside that everyone I share my feelings with I could either keep them or lose them and feel like shit inside like I do now… fuck all these feelings and emotions cause at the end of the day all it is me, myself and I.